Auberginexdreams' Journals

I have nothing clever to put as the title of this here journal

I've decided NOT to post the whole ~*love blog thing. Instead I'll just blog for fun and whatnot. Is that alright? Alrighty then....let's get this shit started!

So a couple of days ago, I had an epiphany. I realized that this whole situation I'm in is NOT gonna get fixed....and THAT'S OKAY! I'm fine with it. I honetly thought I was gonna break down and cry and sulk and mope until it did get fixed. But surprisignly, I'm fine. I'm happy. This is actually the happiest I've been in a long, long, long time. Does that make me evil? Maybe a little. But anyways, I'm happy guys! I'm happy. Yay for me man...yay for me.

In other news, remeber that tattoo thing I posted a few days ago? Yeah well its not a tattoo anymore...its kinda like scarification now. It's a scar. It's a scar shaped like a heart. How awesome is that? Very awesome. I have this thing with body mods. They intruige me...very, very much. I plan to get 39856823968936 of them when I'm older.....I have nothing else to say. WTF I had so much stuff to write about and I just forgot. My mind went blank...like completely. Ughhhhh. I have the worst memory ever....EVER. Fuck yo. I completely forgot what I was gonna say. Damn it.

So since I completely blanked out [too much drugs!!! jk jk] have some pictures

<3 tattoo:

Trying to be cute and failing xD:

I'm odd looking.

Baby girl, I'm a blur

I LOVE HAIR BOWS. LOVE THEM SO MUCHHHHH

END.

That was boring blog

luff you all

My first love was the most horrible thing that had ever happened to me.

MIND YOU THIS IS JUST SOME OF IT. i still need to add to it....but I just thought I'd give you all a little sneak peak or whatever. Enjoy....?

`So I've decided to start writing blogs again. Writing/ blogging allows me to collect all my thoughts and stuff. I decided to start this again because I'm going through a quote un quote difficult time. I'm pretty much happy except for this one thing...which I will explain in this particular blog. I doubt any of you will ready the entire thing...but please please please take the time to read it. I need advice for once.

Okay so here it goes.

My first love was the most horrible thing that had ever happened to me. He was my best friend. He was pretty much the most amazing guy ever. It all started on August 1, 2009. He asked me out through the phone at 4 in the morning...or maybe it was 5 in the morning. I'm not sure. All I know is that I was sometime in the early morning. I said yes despite the fact that I was extremely doubtful that our relationship was gonna last. I was doubtful for the sole reason that I know what kind of girl I am. I know that I'm not one for a monogamous relationship and all that jazz. But either way, I still said yes. We were both happy for some time...and then everything started to go downhill.
I cheated on him exactly 7 days after we started going out. Way to go Priscila! I apologized. He forgave me. Simple as pie. Everything went back to normal...for about a 2 weeks. And then started the fights. Nothing physical, just verbal. The fights were over stupid things. Stupid, pointless shit. I was always the one to start them. Ughhhh anyways, this blog is not about that.
He's the first guy I ever said "I love you" to and actually meant it. And that a huge thing for me to do cause I take the whole "I love you" thing really seriously. I hate those girls who are like "OMGZ I LOVE YOU BBY" after only one week of dating a guy. Its disgusting. YOU'RE 12 AND DATING THAT GUY FOR A WEEK. YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT LOVE IS SO STFU. Anywho, I love him. I absolutely fucking adore him. He hates my guts though. The worst part is that I don't even know what I did wrong. I mean, I know I did something to fuck everything up...cause its ALWAYS my fault...but I just don't know what. No sarcasm there by the way.
He won't talk to me in school. When I text him, he texts back one word answers. I have French with him and every time I walk in, he's always has his head on the desk...sulking and stuff. It kills me. It absolutely kills me.

so...i think im single now.

i dont know how that makes me feel.

how does that make you all feel?

I'll post my whole story tomorrow....I'm way too tired right now.

I write to you all...

from a computer at school. I have lunch now, but instead of dealing with all them boisterous mofos down at the cafeteria, I'd rather come up here to the library and ~*blog. I haven't ~*blogged in ages....thanks to school. Ugh I hate school. I mean, I dont mind the work and teachers and everything...its the people I hate. I have people constantly come up to me and ask about my plugs...you know...those huge holes in my ear lobes. Ughhhh. At first it was nice cause my ears are my pride and joy but now its annoying as hell. "OMGZ HOW'D YOU DO THAT? DID IT HURT???" they say. "At first it did but now anymore" I say and then I walk away slowly. I also have people constantly come up to me and ask me about my cicada necklace thing.

"OMGZ IS THAT LIKE A REAL BUG? IS EET A FLY?????!#@!#@" they say. "Yes its real and no..its a cicada" I say. "WHUT IS THAT?" they say. "Its a bug" I say and then I walk away slowly.

UGHHHHH SCHOOL I HATE CHU. Oh my gosh anhd the funny thing is that my english teacher asked us to write and I quote "In 100 words or less, explain why you love SJP (my school)" and I lol'd. I am still lol'ing. She said to be honest...so I'm still debating if I should be honest and write about everything that sucks about this school...or if I should be ~*honest and write about how much I loveeeeeeee (-.-) SJP.

Well anyways, I must go now. Lu7nch is over in 5 minutes. I have math next and then french and then I go home. I'm going out with my cousins today. RAHRAH. This weekend is gonna be extremely fun causeeeeee my friend fron PA is coming over and we're gonna go to Union Square and chill. I havent seen him in like 35862389 years :O

okayyyy i'm going now.

bye guys, bye

Is anyone....

on here athiest or agnostic? just wonderingggg

Yesterday was the first day of my life.

Oh Conor, you make my heart burn

"And you said, This is the first day of my life. I'm glad I didn't die before I met you. But now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you and I'd probably be happy"

So I saw Conor Oberst and the Mystic Valley Band and Jenny Lewis [from Rilo Kiley,]yesterday. IT WAS AMAZING! I cried a little. Like seriously. Here are some pictures and stuff

I was pretty far back cause, well, I wanted to. I still got some good pictures. If you haven't listend to Bright Eyes or Conor Oberst and the Mystic Valley Band, I suggest you do. And Robin/Robyn [I'm kicking myself cause idk what's the correct spelling :'(] if you're reading this, PLEASE POST MOAR BLOGS. TTYSM BBY<2

ITP[in this post] YOU ALL TELL ME YOUR FAVORITE SONGS, OR ONE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS CAUSE I NEED NEW SONGS TO DOWNLOAD!

Sooooooo

How cute are these two fuzzy thingies AKA Pinky and Bluey.<3

Hai guys. I bring news from Priscila's World....aka my world.Tomorrow I'm gonna go see Conor Oberst and The Mystic Valley Band... for free. Hurrah hurrah! Fuck the fireworks, I wanna see Macey Taylor [sp?]

"Sometimes I need a place to go. Classical music plays from the radio. I sit real still, let my shadow grow. Yeah sometimes, I need a place to go. My mind keeps slipping back into the past. I hope someday that I can get it back. Slowly, so slowly, slowly, so slowly, slowly. It's slowly ending"

I babysitted a 15 month old, a 6 year old, another 6 year old and a 5 year old the other day:Gerard, Fer, Lillian, and Eve. It was fun. I took them to the park and felt all tingly inside cause I felt like a a nanny who gets paid 20472038748723480720732741986 dollars and dresses all "cool" and shit. It was an awesome experience. Gerard fell asleep so I didnt have to worry about him.

This is Lillian. Her parents are from Thailand and Ecuador... good good good combo. JUST LOOK AT HERE. SHE GORGEOUS!

Fer, Lillian, and Eve

And again.

This was some time last week. Mum and dad and Gerard and me decided to go out to get some cholados, which are basically just various types of fruit juices with a whole bunch of fruit piled on top with condensed milk some coconut shreds and a cherry. So so so sweet. It looks like this.

Whilst walking there, Gerard saw a police car a decided to beat it. Yes Gerard, rebel against the system.

And this was yesterday. I went out to Astoria with my friend Michael to look for a jewelry store willing to buy a gold bracelet from him. We failed....epically. Whilst looking for a jewelry store, I saw this rly rly rly rly cute kid from school...while.. I actually saw 2. They both have epic epic epic hair. One of them has rly rly rly curly hair and green eyes and the other one has a wavey hair with a fringe longer then his actual hair...and he plays trumpet. Ahh howI adore trumpet playes. -wink wink-

Has anyone heard the new Nightmare Of You CD?

cause it's awesome. Sorry for the lack of updates. I have a life....lol jk jk... I don't. But I AM gonna go see Conor Oberst and the Mystic Valley Band FOR FREE ON SATURDAY!!!! YAYAYAYAYYAYAY!Um.. I bring pictures!

This was my outfit for a few days ago. It was rly pretty.

Vest- Thrifted from ViceVersa in Williamsburg

V-neck shirt- Target...I'm telling you guys, don't underestimate TARGET!!!!

Shorts- Target....some time last year.

Are any of you The Mighty Boosh fans? Well I am...I am a hardcore fan.

This here is the lovely Vince Noir....WANT!

And this is some pics of Gerard and I that I took on a lazy Sunday.

Look at me with my pink sidekick...its actually a barbie calculator -_____-

END!

What are you guys are doing for the summer?

I need some new ideas

Chilllll

I had two 1 year old kids, two 5 year olds, and one 7 year old in my house yesterday. I almost died.

YMCA

e.e

Mid-walk

Mid-walk again...look at his onsie...its so freaking cute..its a fucking alligator....ALLIGATOR!!

The baby on the left is one month younger than Gerard..he is 10 pouds heavier...but he's soooo cute!

Gerard eating my lens cap.

Gerard eating an...organic ice pop....again...it has to be organic or else he don't like it.

I'm almost done with exams!

Hoo and rah! I just have one more final exam to take... the math one. Which is so so so so easy. I finish that exam and I'm officialy out of school. Good thing too cause its getting really hot and humid and thats bad for my hair. I get in a really sour mood when my hair is a mess. Its kinda sad to be honest. So anywhooooo, the new Nightmare Of You album leaked and it is FUCKING ACE! OMG I LURRRVEEE EET! JUST LOOK AT THESE LYRICS..LOOK AT THEM.""I'm glad you were born, kid.We are stars in a septic sea. Meet me in the sky.So we can be free" -ahem-Um....I went out with my cousin today so I actually took some pictures today.

These were taken by mom:

THE S SERIES!

On 61st, the stop where the diner is located at, there were these light poles and they looked like hearts.Don't you see what I did there?

"Wherever you go there'll be love love love":

And my outfite of the day:

Snoopy shirt-Macy's little girls section FTW

Floral skirt-Forever 21

Yeah..I'm chubby!

And Gerard mid-dance

"I love to sleep. I love my bed cause it brings strange dreams to me and life's much better when I'm asleep. I can see anything.Don't have to worry about anything"

Look at those eyes...lookit!!